Suzanne

( Past and Present Character Images )

( Past and Present Characters )

Oh no! I completely blame random people on my cdj for bringing new games to my attention. I'm totally tempted to pick someone up at the 91 game. :|

I haven't done HP in nearly a year but I'm so ridiculously tempted. The REALLY bad thing is that I'm tempted to stick in one of my meta kids as the BLANK Hufflepuff 1st year...which would be weird since she's in-meta the granddaughter of her classmate. Basically, the character I absolutely would love to play has been Susan Bones' granddaughter. I don't know. I've always wanted to play the grandkids in a game and Violet has always been the forerunner in my mind for some strange reason. I have no idea how she would do in a game, though, as she's certainly...odd. She's giggly, flirty, not-very-smart, and grows up to be a pottery maker. A chatty player would be so much fun to play, though.

Oh, dear.

You know? It makes me insanely happy that I really am the only one of me out there. There's no possible way that ANYONE could have the same name as me. Yay me!

Well...day 11 of being jobless and I'm so freaking bored it's ridiculous. I'm naturally a hermit and not HAVING to go anywhere is not good for me. I go outside once every three days and it's usually to just stock up on supplies. I'm updating this journal since I have nothing fun left to do today and I still have about three to four hours before I get sleepy. Of course, I just drank four cups of tea, so I'll probably crash in about six hours.

As it's October, I have two and a half months before I leave Greenville for the great unknown. I have no idea where I'm moving to and I really don't care that I don't know. I need to start applying for school (FINALLY) and I kind of need a town name for that to happen.

In the rp world, I'm doing NOTHING. Technically, I'm co-running Fruitful 2.0 and playing Kayla, Lino, and Dae (also working on another application) but the game is a flop at the moment. The players are way too unmotivated to actually PLAY and no matter how many posts I put up, the only one who will respond is Mhia.

I don't know. Life sucks right now and I can't seem to find anything fun to do. I want to bury my head in romance novels, but of course I packed them all away and they're sitting at my sister's house. I need to fill out job applications and pick a town to move to so I can go visit this week. The most fun I'm looking forward to is breaking into my sister's house ninja style to drop off more of my stuff. Am I telling her WHEN or even IF I'm going her way? NOPE! What's the fun in breaking in? I figured I'd just surprise her and Eric with random pieces of furniture in their house.

I really wish I could back my life up about two years ago. I was still in school, I was having an awesome time in the rp world and I had friends. Ah, friends. How I have missed thee. Of course I still have friends, but Sarah is all the way in Missouri, Jenny is MARRIED, and Jessica doesn't have any messengers and I haven't turned my phone on in a week and a half. I miss being able to just hang out with people who made me laugh. Here, I have no one. I feel like such a blob in this town and I can't freaking wait to leave. I'd leave right now if I could get out of my lease. There's literally nothing here for me and I feel as if a black cloud is stalking me wherever I go.

I'm hoping that an awesome game grabs my attention, but I don't want Harry Potter and all the original games suck ass. I'm really hoping I can play my meta character Violet in a game. She's so...fluffy and different than the girls I'm playing. Of course, NO ONE is freaking like Cindi...with an i. She's pure crack, though. Meh.

Is this the part in the story where I cross my fingers and ZOMG HOPE that I get accepted into a game? Meg linked me to Neopolis about an hour ago and c/p a type of character who I am FANTASTIC at playing. He is...someone who tries to enforce a secret identity, wearing a mask and sneaking around to change in broom closets while humming his own theme song. He has the power of superhuman breath which is the ability to exhale with the force of a hurricane and inhale with the power of a vortex.

How freaking sweet is that? Poor guy can't even yawn without fear of sucking a piano toward him.

I'm going to write the app tomorrow and I for real hope that I get in. I'm not TOO terribly worried, since I really believe that my app skills have greatly improved in the last few months. Give me a week and I can come up with an original, 8 page application that is fun to read. Okay, so I'm totally full of shit. Still, I'm pretty impressed with myself. I think that the game will be ridiculously fun to play in. *crosses fingers* Please please please please!

God, I need to seriously catch up on the game. The whole player drama completely threw me off for a few days, then having to spend all my days with my family put me even MORE behind. Today was amazing for catching up, though. I just wish people had been around more to tag me back.

OMG! One of my close friends from growing up, Jenny, is getting married! She's been dating Isaac for three years now, and they have been talking about "when" and not "if" they get married. It's happened, though! OMG, I'm so happy for her. I've been squealing around the house since I found out. I have a wedding to attend in the next year, then! This will be the first wedding I've been to, since my brother Derek got married like....eight years ago. So, yay!

I hate nicknames for characters. A snooty Hufflpuff called "Zach"? I think not. He is Zacharias. That's how he was mentioned in the books and that's how he should refer to himself. I also hate "Meg" for Megan. Only if it's a character, though. I don't know why people are so nickname oriented. Yes, I have nicknames, but I introduce myself with my full name. Not everyone needs a nickname. Especially Zacharias Smith.

( Susan's Application 2 )

I have got to make more friends in this area. It's driving me crazy not having anyone my age to talk to face to face. There isn't anyone here I can go DO things with. It's weird having a 34 year old woman and her 13 year old daughter for company on a daily basis.

I'm so incredibly close to leaving rpgs altogether. In-game Susan and Angelina are both completely out of my system and it's not really FUN to play either of them. I know them too well for it to be a challenge to play them. It's second nature now to post and comment, and I don't see the point in playing them.

I really want to join like...3 games and just play Orla out, so  I can get her out of my system. I always join games for entertainment value and to just have something to DO, but I don't want to spend my life on the internet anymore. I'm just BORED. I'm happy playing with Meg, and I think that's all I'm going to do. What I would really love to do is phase out the internet altogether, but I would miss the Goldstein/Abercrombie family too  much. There are still so many plots to play out and conversations to have.

Also, compltely random. I think I could play an awesome Jane from Tarzan. A geeky girl who talks to herself all the time? Totally up my alley. Not to mention that I can quote her from the movie and I adore her character. It would be sweet.

( Orla Quirke App )

1) All Out of Love---Air Supply
2) Lonely is the Night---Air Supply
3) Can You Find it in Your Heart---Tony Bennet

I need sooooooooongs.

( Angelina's Application )

My heart hurts.

Taken from corporatecake

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